Sometimes, the race you are running
Seems to be all uphill
And sometimes, the going can be so arduous
That you grind to a halt and say
"I won't; I won't; I won't!"
Only to be firmly shown
"Oh, but you will."
Now, Y'all know that my husband is a preacher
Who has been preaching some 40 years
And, as his wife, I have had to shed
Quite a few tears.
But, I learned early on that
Because of the position he was in
People would look at me as an available
Jab cushion and whenever he said or did
Something that made them mad, they would
Give the old pincushion a jab, as if to say,
"Take that, and no use complaining about it
For I am not a fool because I hid
The deed behind a smile, anyway."
Now before he became a preacher
I could hold my own
And I didn't take much from anybody
After I got grown.
But, all that changed when he
Became a preacher man
For I had to learn the meaning of
"I can't, but GOD can."
I couldn't change their hearts about
Whatever unreasonable thing they were about
So, I used prayer and watched GOD work things out.
Sometimes, it only took a modicum of effort
For folk to see another's point of view
And sometimes, it took so much that
I shuddered at what the LORD put some folks through
And still, at other times, the aggressor seemed to win
And all I could do was bow my head, humble my spirit
And, in tears, walk away with chagrin
To their smirks, whisperings, and titters as
My spirit was rekindled to continue
To work toward my journey's end.
But through all of my years as a preacher's wife
I learned to lean on GOD and that there were
Some things that I could only say to HIM
Because choosing the health of the church
Was to choose the greater good!
For at those times I thought to myself
"When GOD looks at this situation, what will HE see?"
And I decided within myself, "Well, when whipping
"When GOD looks at this situation, what will HE see?"
And I decided within myself, "Well, when whipping
Time comes, I am going to conduct myself so that
HE does not have to include me."©
For the Greater Good
For the greater good
Each of us gives of ourselves
To get things to turn out as they should.©
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